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My View of Heaven

For a month now I have been going around town asking people about there perspective about Heaven and what it means to them. Many did not know; many remained indifferent to the conversation; many felt it was too personal to discuss; some to my surprise did not believe they would be there.

Now you could say, I should not have been surprised by these responses. You might say heaven is singularly reserved for those of the Christian faith and those that believe in Jesus Christ or one monotheistic principal.

Which if you are inclined to believe that; then I feel sorry for you and the art associated with this topic will continue to leave you as the latter of the many responses to this question; doubting that Heaven is even possible for men and women like us.

I began this piece because I felt their was a lack of understanding in the world of how important the thought of heaven really is. What we will find there and how secure one must be that no matter what we do in this life; if we seek to help others there is a place under the tree of life for each and every one of us.
A place where we can laugh with our children, sing with our loved ones and cheer for the victory that awaits those still willing to dream.
Yes, what a wonderful view of a world just over the mountain of life.

I was very satisfied with the turn out for the final display of my artistic vision: though this vision can not be said to fulfill everyone’s ideal heaven or paradise; it can be said to have the inclusive appeal that is centered around the message of redemption and renewal that all who struggle in this life; with anything, desperately seek.

In the matter of 6 hours I had 19 views and 3.50 votes of approval for this depiction of heaven.

Upon the banks of heaven, there is a river in which we all can love, dance and sing.
I look for that place when ever I desire to get away from the troubles of the day. There are times when I have many troubles and the waters of life just seem to be endless. A project just takes for ever to come together and I become impatient and then I remember the pool in heaven and all the wonderful things I can do there. The things I see when I get lost in my mind, bring me peace.

Those ratings are what are found online and really have no reflection of the amount of people who viewed and could not tell me how it made them feel; simply because they are not apart of the artistic community. My view of Heaven received more in a matter of hours then, “Hold the Line!”  Which was well produced and tells a wonderful story in it’s own regard; but does not get anywhere near, showing people what is given to the righteous for there dedication and stance upon virtuous actions in this life.

 ….the things I’d do if I had the time.
I’d call forth the tempest,
Stretch my hands wide,
Fly to Venus and Saturn,
Watching the world’s collide!
The things I’d do if I had the time….
I’d turn my wife into a countess, set up rules that would make us exclusive
I wouldn’t be living inside of my mind….
The things I’d do if I had the time….

There are a few people I really desire to show this view of heaven to. In showing it; I am hoping they can live there lives with a new assurance at the possibilities that are always in front of us. I have found with the acceptance of the idea of heaven and our place in it; we must change how we speak to people and interact in this world; if we believe we are to keep a place in glory. It is the most basic of human rights and when we respect this golden fact: when we realize that the actions in life correlate with my reward and placement in the next; Things change don’t they.

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What is Truth?

Months ago my son’s mother made contact with me via our affiliated broadcasts; yet she made no acknowledgment as to weather or not she knew she was corresponding with me; I was amused because well she could not let go of something I said and had to defend the idea of failure in this life as being acceptable; though we all know the contrary to be true.

I have been truthfully seeking if people can take the things I say and engage with my questions or are they silent because these are things they really don’t want to think about and refuse to talk about. I am amused when CoSplayers, “like,” some of the things I have to say about them, they place little hearts of appreciation around a comment or an article; I know they never read a word because they are, “liking,” the words of a man, an artists, that has some harsh things to say about their chosen profession.

I really want to go one time to a Comic-con. Just to see if it’s true, after an hour you’d not know the difference between Barnum & Bailey Circus and a Convention.

Something truly wonderful has happened. After all the work, a year and a half of work on my anthologies and written material an influential source of information set out to correspond with me. Honestly it is nothing, people follow interesting conversation all the time; I am really a passing fad~ soon to fade in memory as so many other ideas have. Ideas that suggest prison reform is relevant, weed is destructive, prostitution is not a viable source of income, imitation is not innovation, failure is never to be appreciated, the modern welfare system has been abused for so long, government spending has been denoted equivocally, to be as satisfying, as the strength given from the Holy Spirit; and we know that to be a lie.

While world leaders seek to find productivity from a plant that poisons the mind and stunts the American potential, a potential each and everyone of us is born with; Our universities are filled with the by-product of corruption and sins one reproducing SIN.

You can dress it up, you can give it another name, but it will have the same sound, as the sounds Moses heard when he went to the children of Israel after being given the law by GOD; the sounds of war against the very essence that created them!

I wrote to Mat Staver on issues of G.E.O and some of the things I felt he left out of the conversation that will convince people of how wrong it is and wanted to know what he thought about G.E.O. In return he sends me a parchment with information about a book~ One parchment~ I can speculate all day on how I am suppose to feel about it. Am I to believe that the connection as to why our country has decided to accept certain legal procedures because of religious beliefs and if so, “What beliefs, are guiding our legislation and how does this information correlate with G.E.O?”

I will write to him again and maybe he will have more answers. Maybe he told me all I need to know, by sharing this one book?

I had the privilege of meeting a young woman the other day who is named Jordan. She loves the Lord but like so many of us desires a way to truly apply the precepts of the bible; but is made to feel uncomfortable at work and at home when discussing issues that effect our lives. So Beulah is to provide this direction yet none here desire to build the relationships needed to teach people prolific messages. Sometimes I feel we have confused the idea of the Holy Spirit guidance with that of (heartfelt) desires and actions of the moment that produce no long lasting change.

I am daily ripped in half at the idea of tales like “Kiss of Memory,” “Sharia-Law,” “Voice of Liberation,” “Scorn of Woman,” “The Devil Loves Apples,” “They ask us not to be politically involved,” “God’s Love,” and “Death is only the beginning,” are not attracting the questions of reform in America among those that can relate or simply have an imagination: I am asked to place my cares upon the Lord, as if I don’t, as if I have not. I am the one that has to remember and can recite the names and faces of men set to remain the fodder of the American landscape. I am asked why do I not care for the meanderings of those around me and my mind is always so far off? Because I am made to ask and still receive no answer,” What did you do while I tramped across America to survive the Great Recession?” “How  many homeless did you feed and clothe while a nation cried for a GOD and mercy a government was eager to deny existed?”

“How many souls did you gather and supply with the armor of righteousness and accountability that was needed so that mothers and fathers did not have to seek justification from GOD for the actions taken to serve the materialistic god of MAMON?”

The Devil Loves Apples

November 6, 2017:

What is Martha Stewart doing, endorsing “Sexting?”

The very issue that sent a man like Antony Wiener to a federal pen for three years. What does the “marijuana endorsing,” Snoop Dog, Quincy Jones ~tell all~ of the image of the entertainment industry~ Oprah Winfrey’s public bashing of President Trump and the DOJ system still debating over the manufacturing whole sell of marijuana have in common?

All of it is a hypocrisy.

2 Peter 2:2-3 And many shall follow their pernicious ways: by reason of whom the way of truth shall be evil spoken of.  And through covetousness shall they with feigned words make merchandise of you: whose judgement now of a long time lingereth not, and their damnation slumbereth not.

Peter later goes on to talk about false teachers who speak evil of dignities.

The root of this language is hypocrisy. Where influential voices will tell you that you have a problem and are a bad person for a particular act. Will go so far as to claim you have committed a “sex-crime,” from the simple association with a strange woman, while at the same time endorsing the behavior.

My question is, “To what end?”

I have seen that the Devil does not only wear Prada, he loves apples as well, especially in New York.

I just never thought I would see the day that Stewart~Clinton~Oprah  would present the same picture to American readers and special interest achievers, wishing to bash the idea of male success and send someone to prison based on what is “texted,” and was clearly a consensual conversation.

Does anyone know what the definition of Blackmail is?

What is being presented to those that read mainstream publications and many of what is owned by these three and those affiliated with them is the accreditation and education on how to blackball someone.

I was reading through articles written by well named individuals and some have spoken out on how it is a shame people lie to the government about disabilities just to receive money. They went on to talk about how long the lines are and how grueling a process of receiving funds from the government can be.

I responded with quotes like “Take me to church, just so I can say Amen la-da-dat-ta-da.” The person did not appreciate my comments and well is it not true?

As I write on key issues that remain undiscussed, like, the judicial system we rely on to maintain order has three characteristics I can not abide: (1) Guilt till proven innocent,  denying reasonable doubt, (2) zero justification policies and Clauses named Parry Mason; (3) The lack of effort in keeping people out of prison.

I speak on the issues that arise from a fatherless home, I’ve asked people what good reason can be given for the refusal of a father seeing~ simply seeing his child?

All of which receive no response.

I’ve asked of the defense set for man who aid in the trade, WOMEN, fight to decriminalize and many concede the point through the amount of crickets that enter a room.

Those born into this generation denoted with a “Z” have an interesting moral line to consider. They don’t really have to, but they are made to.

Weather or not weed is a drug any of us can admit is worth dying over? Worth going to prison over? Worth legalizing~ To those that enjoy locking black people up and continuing the people farming process, “YES!” The more families that are destroyed by this narcotic, the more man can be carted off to fill prisons. The legalization set by party members is a disguise. As I have said before those that perpetuate debauchery have no intention of reforming institutions that have had a history of debasing men and the monetary system used to keep man comfortable. It is no different than the legalization of alcohol and the horrendous restrictions placed upon it’s use. A man is breathalyzed and if he is caught with more than .05 ~ that is half a beer~ upon his breathe and is pulled over he is sited with a DWI that can range to 25 years in prison; and that is a first time offender.

You might be asking at this point, ‘Why do I get so upset about dates, rates, and expense?”

Because while party members and stock brokers keep playing with the idea of weed being a cash crop, I have to remember the number of men and women that fed and continue to feed the penal system for the sake of mineral values around the country.

I have to remember 18 year old Hispanic children who was shot in their beds by sheriffs of my small birth town in Texas that believed he and his brothers were manufacturing and selling; this cash crop.

I have to remember Trevon Martin who was shot and accused of being “High” by those that never got the full story but felt that because he might have been smoking, “pot,” he deserved to be shot.

I have to remember all the men and women who might have been shot behind this stuff and I hate to say it, “But no amount of money or legalization can take away the pain associated with the deaths behind that plant!”

It is a pipe dream, A dream as far fetched as Man living on Mars.

A Call to Reformation in the World of Art

Recently I have spoken on the issue of Fatherless sons. I’ve gone around asking people in general what there initial take on the issue is and I have received either diversion from the subject or silence.

Which for an inquisitive person such as I, Silence is acquiescence. I believe in Peace through Strength and don’t believe in appeasement as a sign of agreement. Tolerance of irresponsible choices as allowance for generational disease, to me, is unforgiveable. Not for God mind you.

I’ve asked how do people respond to it? I have found when we are asked to address an uncomfortable issue, be it we are believers or secular, we all know the separation of the family unit, no matter the circumstance, is accursed. Be one a heathen or of Christ one is made to hold their head in shame upon the question.

When a person comes to you and suggests, “You don’t need the father of your child in your life, you can raise your child on your own, you don’t need a man.” Rest assured upon this word;

Flee from all appearances of evil.

I’ve been having a hard time with the believers as of late. They listen to the news~ They are aware of the dangers prescribed from the influences of the music our children are listening to, the movies they are watching, the books they are reading; those that seek to shied away from my truth, suggest, “They don’t know what I am suggesting.”

So I have decided to shout from the mountain tops.


A revitalization in the identity of the people around me and an end to the speech that keeps us ineffective in the education of civilized and productive man. When I say reformation, I am speaking on the rejuvenation in the lexicon of man. Fore when we elevate the power of the tongue, change comes.

I asked a beautiful young woman how she felt on the issue of the fatherlessness in America and she told me, much of what I’ve related to you, from my own experience.

Her step father was not an influence she sought to keep him at bay because of  how negative he approached her life.

I am not suggesting that mothers and fathers are to agree with everything their children do~ I am suggesting that they remember to encourage and guide the spirit that rages in their youth.

Ask any one over the age of fifty what it is the definition of success and they can’t tell you. So as our children wander the world looking for it, how dare we complain when they find the validation they sought from debasing sources.

The words of my father haunt me to this day, “Let him go, let him learn how cold and uncaring the world is, he needs to learn to be a man!”

I see the products of this teaching~ Millions in prison, millions on welfare, millions seeking validation from people who are just as lost as they are. I did not find uncaring from the world, quite the opposite. I found a world looking for a hero. I found nothing had changed since I  was five years old and my gift remains relevant and needed. I found every where I went, when I put my hand to the plow I found a friend. When I gave unconditionally they were happy to give in return as a traveler their was one rule that kept me above water.  Equivalent Exchange.

This is a law that is hard to apply with our children because we believe they are to do as we say and that is the end of the conversation. Then the child grows and because we were so used to having a slave; a naïve; we forget the necessity of teaching our children of a principal that is unescapable. When I give of my heart freely their is an expectation and an accountability required of you. This is how you know you have elevated in my estimations and have earned respect because when I gave, you gave in return. This is the give and take expected from parents-children-employer-employee-love-lover.

This is the key we use to bond friendships and speaks of a dependability expected in the relation of man.



County Legislator Ben Boykin, D-District 5 and DNC affiliates along with the likes of John McCain should find a way to answer this question.

“What is the difference between Communism and the likes of one party making all the decisions when it comes to public policy?  It would seem that because the Republicans will never agree with you on gun rights and the decriminalization of weed you are willing to call in the United Nations, to police the American people?

To all those that have expressed a lack of faith in the response of our present administration to your demands on behalf of the American people, in your extreme politics. To all those that have come to see our democracy as an “unfair,” system in which when the Republicans make a decisions it is only in the service of this deluded idea of a “white majority.” To all those that will perish with this belief of having to clamor the streets in protest. Having to patiently wait for the governmental aid you so desperately desire and feel because you are the only one in the room with problems and America is no better than an Africa.

Most of the major cities have been in need and little thanks to you Boykin or any other black organization can we speak of  has changed the situation and you feel because the Republicans can’t be trusted, it is right to rally people in support of the United Nations to intervene, because of you lack of faith in your government.

(Your words, not mine)

The question remains, “What is the difference between Socialism and the likes of one party making all the decisions when it comes to public policy?”

Voice of the Martyrs is a Christian organization that has set out to find stories of those that where tortured in the name of Christ and share how their faith kept them whole.

One man spent 14 years in a Communist Prison and shares his tale. When we hear his words and men and women in our “Christian country,” have similar stories, I feel a graveness in my stomach.

So many questions burn inside of me.

  • Morocco
  • Algeria
  • Libya
  • Egypt
  • Sudan
  • Mali
  • Mauritania
  • Nigeria
  • Central African Republic
  • Ethiopia
  • Kenya
  • Tanzania
  • Somalia
  • Yemen
  • Saudi Arabia
  • Jordan
  • Syria
  • Turkey
  • Iraq
  • Tunisia
  • Azerbaijan
  • Turkmenistan
  • Uzbekistan
  • Gatar
  • United Arab Emirates
  • Afghanistan
  • Tajikistan
  • Kyrgyzstan
  • India
  • Nepal
  • Bhutan
  • Comoros
  • Maldives
  • Sri Lanka
  • Bangladesh
  • Myanmar
  • Laos
  • China
  • North Korea
  • Vietnam
  • Malaysia
  • Brunei
  • Indonesia
  • Philippines
  • Kuwait

The list continues of all the countries in which sharing the Gospel is prohibited!

What they don’t tell you is the same venom that is spread against Christianity in those countries has touched America and is paid for by Neo Nazis~ Who did not vote for the President, Black Nationalists ~Who did not vote for a President that says he is a Christian. ~Black Lives Matter supporters who did not vote for a president, socialist witch and warlocks~ who seek and sing about a, “New Americana!”

Individuals that believe this prosperity of a new world order most come through the development of a new liberal doctrine. What they don’t tell you is, “reformed,” prostitutes and gang bangers who have no allegiance to GOD or man seek to run your country and while they joke and snicker about the prospect of the American people allowing individuals like Boykin, Al Franken and Bernie Sanders, Al Sharpton , Chris Epps, Chuck Schumer to hold down some ones podium, they seek to re-educate the masses on the definition of what is criminal.

Recently I was asked, “What constitutes criminality?”

Considering how I’ve said before none of the men or women I’ve come across were, “criminals,” to me, I was asked, “what do I deem to be punishable under the law?”

Because I believe in the Judeo-Christian ethic: The ten commandments are first and foremost upon my lips.

Sodomites(Homosexuals), prostitution, drug dealers(Illegal dealing), murder, rapists, gangbangers, bullies, amoral individuals, Cut throats, ruffians etc. All the things that leave a foul smell in the room. But it is because I believe in the tenets of the bible that I find the very people that have filled the prisons are the ones Jesus (God) came to save and burdens his emissaries to educate. Never are we to propagate for profit.

When I think of criminality I think of issues that leave me to have  a need to prove justification and a need of redemption and I believe each offense against my person is to have a measure of grace reflective of my GOD. In every society there is the propensity of covetousness and is manifested through thievery. In the old days you chopped off his hand. We deemed that unnecessary as the years have gone by and to this day the civilized action for theft is the return of the item and restitution, or community service. Yet I have found that our decent society has forgotten the tenets  of  community service and it is not asked of men.

No, I never met a criminal in prison, never a killer among the bunch, sure liars, slanders, double dealers, uneducated men, gamblers~ who mind you when they are released go to the gas stations and feed into this desire of winning the lottery. None could fight or would kill me if they could. They were useless husks that needed a profession, were denied a profession and decided to obtain riches  by any means necessary.

Now, someone who would tell you Homosexuality in any form is appropriate has committed a crime against humanity! To me the issue of criminality has become as extensive as slavery~ Only because each is based on the profit of debased souls. I still desire to know what happens to the women of these GEO camps. which can be compared to the ICC camps. This is not about the environment, this is about those that reside there. Aside from biblical standards I can not ascertain what else you desire from me. So many have preached and held onto the idea of children honoring their mother and father as a panacea for the rise of criminality in this country, yet because of this honorable decree they miss when the Lord admonitions parents not to tempt  the wrath of their children. My righteousness has been in question because I keep my distance from those that wrong me. “I turn the other cheek and keep my face turned from them, until compassion can be received.”  Once received sure we can speak civilly but not on matters in which they were wrong.

Those that betray loyalties are criminals. Those that betray vows of marriage are criminals. Those that commit a wrong and seek not to show any sign or repentance or understand how they have to mend something and suffer the mind of a reprobate, to me that is criminal.

Those that seek to hold a gun to my head and take what does not belong to them are criminal. Though these extremes are so rare, it is only because of our need to highlight every violent crime do we believe the world is filled with hate. The masses have assigned a normality to the violence we are witnessing and have a misconception of the word, “civil protest,” and act of terrorism, thus confusing the common man who voices an opinion as a criminal and feel free to lock him/her up for their propensity towards violence, or sin.

The laws decreed by God are explicit in Leviticus 18-19 about the relations between men and women and decrees against prostitution are laid bare for all to read. Yet our American legal system is being built to develop allowances for many practices that are considered detestable to God. All in the name of a clemency our legislation would not give to a person because it is deemed fit by the law to cast a judgement. I reference the sell and purchase of pornography, I reference the continued sell and purchase of illegal substances, baby body parts, the continued sell and purchase of signature identifications of free men’s social security and the theft of Identity for the propagation of funds for the beds the state requires to run and operate these makeshift labor camps.

What about the women that choose prostitution as a profession; are they not accountable?

Certainly~ it is all criminal, but if you know she is selling her body and you do not seek to change her environment and SAVE her mind and only develop laws that reinforce the behavior, delivering only concessions to appease the mob and observing the rights of the, “criminal,” to continue in their unsaved behavior you are not solving the issue and never intended to.

Asking me about criminality is like asking me about sin~ yet the very same judges that believe in criminality fight against Christian theology in hopes of not having to talk about the principals of mercy, compassion, redemption, and justification~ given by God to the criminal and sinner. People ask about criminals from the dictionaries definition and I find their definition to be a problem. To define a word by the same word is not a definition.

Harvesting Mushrooms

I’ve been having trouble with the functionality of the minds of people when it comes to economics~ the theory of garnishing funds for comfortable daily living. Months ago an associate came to me about how to earn some money. This was after ingesting all the information she could about the demise of the American dollar. I had asked repeatedly:

How did you manage throughout the Great Recession?!

Only to be ignored and having to gather a vague blueprint into her fiscal theology by her, “lifestyle.”

It was only after considering how much the government will pay a person based upon their sexual orientation, did it dawn on me, she was only interested in a woman because of the amount of social aid one is promised if they are poor and homosexual. This same demented idea of fiscal security was pitched to me as I’ve traveled the country. I found this to be no different than a person seeking financial aid   from the government because they are, “deemed,” mentally unstable and receive what is known among laymen as a, “crazy check.”

~Take the red pill and this will all be a bad dream and you can go home, take the blue pill and experience how far this rabbit hole goes.~

This account is not judgement on the ways of America, it is simply an observation and an intrusive one.

To continue my tale. I will return us back to the woman who received a shock from heaven for her, “lifestyle.” As we spoke about money and the ability to garnish what is considered acceptable daily bread, this now renounced homosexual suggested the Harvesting of Mushrooms. Which come at about $350.00 per pound for a rare type.

Not considering the man power it takes to farm anything, any crop take a certain stick ability that is only appreciated through godly principles i.e. Patience is a virtue.

I must have patience as I relate this account of “sound fiscal policy.”

While the accursed “liberal community,” those that don’t believe in God, propose the grandest of ideas; from BurningMAN to Golden Globe smashouts, to telecast showings of Lady Gaga renditions of the Sound of Music, every event promoted as a means of supporting the thousands of starving people in the world; while millions are funneled into policies that support the numerous avenues of entertainment in the Greatest Country on Earth, I have to listen to the shallow proposals of Harvesting Mushrooms as a means to acquiring wealth. This women is shocked at my contempt of her mouth  and the sod that refuses to remain quite. The newest reporter who replaced Matt Lauer is receiving $7 million dollars. She is paid to report what she is told and people will listen to the sources of information that support and are supported by the likes of Oprah and this same media source will continue to sell the idea that anyone who supports the policies of Trump, and or republicans and anyone not willing to propagate the image of America as seen on MTV and BET.

They are better off Harvesting Mushrooms.

Why didn’t I become that lawyer I wanted to be?

I realized the state is not paying the defense lawyer enough of an incentive to have them do their jobs. Each man or woman that is locked up is, “Guilty until proven innocent.” When they should be seen as innocent until proven guilty. This being a fundamental foundation for every, “criminal,” sets the dice against them. It would behoove the defense attorney to be asked to do more; Prove the media, prosecutor, and state wrong. Lets say he does. Guess who pays the defense attorney for the victory? The Criminal. If he can’t pay the bill for his freedom, the defense attorney hired by the state is then poised with the question, Why set him free? The attorney is not paid by the state because he did a good job of being a lawyer and he is not asked to be. The broke criminal is asked to pay the state defender more if not equal the amount of 10% of an average bail. Pay to play in laymen terms.

Even if you don’t believe this sentiment nothing will erase the fact that some one is going to ask you for money for something circumstance can prove and if you don’t have it, “they’ll ask you to do something for nothing is free.”

I was personally appalled at the idea that people would stoop so low for money. It was like Harvesting Mushrooms. I rode hard in life looking for something in life that would make me proud of my home.

Did you know there are 237,000 men in this country and the number rises every time a young man graduates high school and is accused of a sex crime after prom; that will follow him socially until the day he is seen innocent of he dies. There are lawyers that will charge a man or woman $150.00 or more; depending on the case and how old it is, older cases are harder to fight. $150.00 for consultation fees alone and knowing the person is either broke, or so desperately desires a life beyond this Scarlett letter and will sell him or her the idea of freedom from the burden of the charge and everything that comes with it. “” In most cases they don’t or you would have heard more about them, and Law and Order SUV never would have made millions on the idea that every father, every conservative father was a pedophile.

I ride harder still looking for the righteousness of man, looking for people willing to support the ideas of justice, literature, education, employment, entertainment, and social function that makes   any society one that inspires people to invest money in more than Harvesting Mushrooms.


Immorality between man and woman!

I really don’t like going into all the things that is wrong with the world, but I do know what I find disturbing must be spoken of. There is an idea that man and woman can not inhabit a room without wanting to sleep with each other.

Even in the church where people are always claiming to want to help one another have developed phobias to the point in which if a man is alone in the room with a woman and they are having a private discussion then something, “inappropriate may happen.”

Now in the world of secular minded individuals who have no use for God and discretion, I can understand the hesitation. I clarify this by asking,

“When we claim to have witnessed the indwelling of the holy spirit in a man, when we claim to believe in the saving grace of Jesus, why would we profane the spirit of a man or that woman by believing any private affairs witnessed outside of a group setting is temptation for the devil?”    

Why would we commit the same sins of the Sanhedrin that spoke against Jesus for ministering to the women. He met the Samaritan woman by the well. We can surmise that there were people around, though I am of the firm opinion that despite a   crowd the message would have been sent and he would have been found speaking to women as a man, and his purposes on the earth would have been fulfilled.

Point is if the MEN of GOD are to be about the fathers business, I am of the formed opinion that I will not be made to quench my spirit or bite my tongue because the one God has me to minister or speak with is a woman, a woman whom happens to be single and could be seen as vulnerable to kindness. Especially if what I can say can help her and keep her in the faith. I have found very few women to be doing it. They are too busy trying to see her married, and ridiculing men for there behavior in public. I have seen very few speaking to the woman’s soul which desires knowledge beyond the flesh. Men are made to say, “Sorry sister in Christ, I am a man and we can not be seen alone together for the sake of propriety, lest we offend those watching us meet me on Sunday, where all can see us play and converse and in the seeing of it, they can no longer accuse us of sin behind our backs.”

There is this idea that men and women and even if there married; men being the weaker sex and fall into sin more readily than the women, should be always separated. I have found that free will and choice will be among man until the end of days. Man chooses to fall into sin. His reason works against him, he is betrayed, the devil makes a fool of him. These things happen and I will not allow the devil to win the battle of my soul by allowing me to believe I am not allowed to stroll in the afternoon in the woods alone with a woman in the presence of God upon my choosing in friendship. If our world has become so stoic then take me to heaven where I am free to roam.

Your time in prison has made this discussion important to you because you have been away from women too long.

Have you been there? What do you know of it? I tell you there were more women to choose for a bed partner, willing to dive into sin at the drop of a hat, then you will find on any street corner or shopping mall.

I never touched a one, and neither shied away from them either. Gave them the words of God as he would let me and retaining the telling of this story for this moment.

In the defense of my sex and the motivations of my desire to keep the interactions between man and woman civil. In prison the women are made to be guards, given strict orders to not fraternize with men. Does it happen, yes. Do they get married? 95% of the time when the man finishes his time, that guard is there to pick him up at the gates, (Not his family). They no longer live in sin and it was due to that meeting, the same for inmate and state parole officers.

They meet and he strives for freedom and the comfort that comes in the arms of a woman, the very same woman that saw him to be no better than a dog in heat, when they first met.

I never needed it, never wanted it.

There were women on those highways I walked for years at a time, women in those woods I inhabited years at a time. The solider who is made to live on foreign soil for years at a time away from home is surrounded by women at some point and his fidelity is not in question and if it is never is the idea posed it was because he was away from women for far too long and that is why he desires the company of them. It is too broad of a stroke of the brush for the complexities that goes into the beauty that is in the relation between man and woman. It is a beauty that I feel needs to be encouraged, not quenched with the same totalitarian fingers of the Chinese government that believe monitoring the number of children born is easiest when the sexes are separated, in the work place; which is the direction of our American homeland and public sector and pews. It disgusts me; I am not Catholic, I  do not hold onto profane and vain ideas of piety, in which, through the fear and separation of the sexes, God will see me as holy and in order to keep my purity I must marry and never been seen in the presence of any other woman again.

What if your wife is alone with a man?; I pray she has enough holy spirit in her to respect her husband. That is a serious question?? Huh?

Then none of you are ready to witness on the mission field for GOD, none of you are ready to win souls for Jesus and need to become priests for the papacy, whom we all know to be a false prophet.

The Muslim faith teaches if a man touches the finger of a woman in passing she is his to claim.

Christians are not Muslim and should not be made to fear being in the presence of our sisters of the faith and those of no faith lest we fall into temptation, especially if we believe in Salvation.

I quote President Trump when they asked him about his views on managing this war on terrorism and the imposition upon American freedoms. I quote Trump when that asked him about civil rights and the rights of women, his views on abortion, his views on the public sector; in our search for reasonable interaction between man and woman in regards to sin where does it end?

Our news is riddled with the character assignations of fathers and brothers and nephews and uncles, the devil is succeeding in destroying families before our very eyes and the only suggestion is keep the sexes separated because in the bible we read men and women had no interactions lest they were married. The bible speaks of no fornication and abstaining from the appearance of evil, never does it speak of men and women having no interaction what so ever. This battle was lost on man in the development of the church and the giving of marriage; to look upon a woman in lust is sin-not in the speaking with her or visa versa.

Chivalry given to a woman is sin? The man who aids his sister in Christ has designs beyond communal service?

If you answered yes, to the following questions.

Then it is true man is a slave to sin and Jesus died on the cross for nothing and we should go back to being called Jews for their is no indwelling of the Holy Spirit, none are righteous, no not one. It is true  we are hurting people, to remain wallowing in our deceit and distrust for one another and wives whatever seeds of trust your pastor planted for you in the building up of your husbands is a lie and every time he leaves your home and is in the presence of another woman, expect him to fall into sin; Satisfying his flesh, use the woman as a prostitute and to continue to use you, for that is the marriage you’ve been asked to sign up for. GOD forbid:

Do you know where this mind set stems form?

A lack in faith in the Redemptive power of Jesus Christ and the complete ignoring of the words Salvation.

It comes from a need to diminish salvation in the hearts of man and allowing secular thoughts to invade your Christian mind: The mind in which the foundation of our reason is built: man can not condemn you once you understand Salvation and carry that cross for yourself.

I’ve  been pressured countless of times as to why I felt the need to be around a woman, in the presence of women? What am I doing with those children, why are you feeding the poor and eating with them? why, why, why, Did you have thoughts of sleeping with her? With her children?

I’ve been accused of being of a reprobate mind ever since I was old enough to walk with my back straight. I’ve been accused of being of low self-esteem and that is why I’ve always been doing for people.

I am riddled with guilt about my son and daughter and the women in my life that never wanted to marry.

All wrong and have nothing to do with my testimony of the saving power of Jesus Christ:

Present thoughts from your Advent Voice


The Invisible Party

How to prove Occupy Wall Street protesters are not Communists or liberal fascists?

Instead, lets just say they are people that don’t believe in Government oversight just like everyone else. In America we now argue over the definition of terrorism and it’s origins. This has only occurred because we have become too tolerant towards the belief between what is moral and what is amoral.

Abandonment can be haunting:   The New York times and any media source set to cover this group has been clouding the aims and truth behind this Third party, in hopes of washing away a voice designed to give an open door forum for the American people to get involved with public policies. Playing on the emotions of the American people.

The likes of activists Micah White and editors like Eric Westernelt, who decided to spend money with NPR have not helped the issue of publicizing this movement either. They are the very reason people are confused and have never heard of the organization and never would think there was a third party that moves the American democratic system.

These individuals have a foot in the media and speak with the same botched rhetoric of Glenn Beck; while mouthing off about a Revolution, that none of have the back bone to see successful. If they did they would not lie about the aims of Occupy and rely on the scripted demos of speeches from the 50’s 60’s and 70’s. Completely ignoring the occurrences of the 80’s and 90’s. The 90’s is what tipped the scale and gave birth to this “invisible,” party movement. Occupiers where born from the Millennial wealth of the Middle Class American that was lied to by their Government.

I apologize, lie is too strong of a word. Disillusioned by: in regards to where tax-paying dollars where spent and why soldiers where dying in overseas wars and not a single American was compensated.

Anyone that asks those questions loves their country and desire to profit from their homeland; not allow it to be outsourced for material fueled by foreign oil.  When Republicans or Democrats begin to speak on these terms, they sway votes from the independent party members that believe in these agendas and for the past 30 years it has been the Democratic Party that has had the trust of the people. That all turned during Obama’s era when the American people were shafted and that is when people began to see the faces of the 99%.

Occupied failed because as fast as a person can rally for change the government would pass laws that silenced speech. They failed because they had not control over what people read about them.

“They were American’s looking for the very things any constitutionalist desires.”

 None of them had money or were organized, certainly not enough to run for office, their views were laughed at on SNL and any other leading voice that mattered. Any lawyers that defended the protesting group was called homosexual, hippie, vagrant, any other disrespectful name in the book and any retaliation was pushed under “Political correctness-rugs.”

They became the scape goat for any “terrorist attack,” in America or Syria: Gofdt was written up as a fool who just walked into a bullet, survived by a wife and child.

Leaders are mouthing the rhetoric of old books they have read instead of understanding what they seek to build and mold it as any artist, from scratch.

They are demonized as anarchist and ACLU supporters when not a single protester in 2005 to present was paid. These were people that believed America needed to care for it’s own and to be governed by it’s own and to keep it’s free market, organic system; opposed to the self-imprisonment it was moving towards, under its current Democratic and Republican control.

As a traveler and scholar and one of the 99%, I can tell you none of the people that believed in individualized liberation received funds from a political ladder climber. Nor did they supply guns to the KKK, nor did they earn music rights on MTV.

The world can spin any narrative they desire, unless you were on the ground floor, you can’t say you understand the purpose of Occupy or can take seriously what was written about their motivations.

Occupiers are accused of desiring the legalization or weed, when that is clearly a Democratic monologue, Now they are implying their is an Occupy Democrat Party, that phrase alone should tell you how far “those in charge of the dialogue,”  are willing to go to deceive the American people. I am surprised I’ve not heard of an Occupy Republican party. Do you see the discrepancy?

When we understand the history of everything Occupy, we must understand that this group was a movement all it’s own. Underfunded, underpublicized, because the idea was to effect public policy beyond Republican and Democratic influence.

That does not make them Communist either, mind you. “Now you are asking, What else is their?”

There is Occupy, which has biblical, social, political, economic, and historical relevance all it’s own.

When cells of Occupiers decided to organize shanty towns, live in tents, rent Mansions that were foreclosed, and play music in the streets for pennies, to pay rent; in protest against Government oversight and it began to work; when cities and county boards convened and saw economically these “grown people,” could manage in dilapidated mansions for 30% of the value of the home during the housing bust: It became the Governments and City Councils idea. No credence given to the Occupiers that had to dig through the grim in order to earn their bread.

This will be the same failure of current leaders of the movement, if they can’t agree on what it was they desired from themselves or their country. They will fall to the, “staged lines,” of JFK who said, “Ask not what your country can do for you, but what can you do for your country!”

In the same manner they will be given there agendas by the government of what it is they can do and they will do it, because they have not effectively shown who and what they are.

Occupy failed because those in charge were reading from old books and thusly plagiarized their lives. In so doing, toyed with the lives of the American people.

They began in 2005, as a Socialist Proselytizers of the 60’s and 70’s and thought they would do something new? It was laughable and the fact that some dweeb, who claims since he was 13 he dreamed of effecting policies has decided to run for Mayor in Oregon did not know running for office, controlling media, not allowing other people to define you, setting goals and meeting them, not being blamed for Syrian bombing support or senseless deaths of non-trained children is how you run a successful  campaign and you don’t need to start another party to do it.

Especially since we have had an Independent Party  since Nader.

They ended in 2012 upon the same trail of Christians when they effectively became silent because they told Americans to vote for Trump, why would they do that?

Because they don’t have money, they need Republicans to do what they do best, cut taxes to help fuel the economy.


It’s been so quite you can hear a pin drop!

The men of God of today have spoken against THE INTERNET!

This is truly a brave endeavor because there are so many that have their lives invested in it. Very hard it is for me to condone a lot of the messages that speak against the marvel that has, ‘saved corporate America.’ To speak against an instrument that has given people such advancement should be honored, not condemned.

These men of God will dance around the issues of sin and how it is glorified through our use of the internet. They are not wrong in speaking against it. Pornography is a sin; the very tool destroys trust in marriages and creates all sorts of chaos in the home. I would tell a lot of people to stay away from it. The phenomena is so inclusive and has raised so much money for those of California and Utah and Seattle that of course they would speak against this letter and deem my words against the internet to be hate speech.

When we mess with someone’s lively hood or means of an income, we should expect people to stand up for themselves.

Sexting has cost Anthony Wiener years of his freedom; and still our children have a hard time understanding why use of our technology in this way is wrong. The man stood on the podium and was crying while they sent him to the feds and it will always be remembered that he was sent to the feds for, Sexting! Eliciting favors from a woman via the internet for pay-dirt. A crime no different than prostitution just done virtually.     Cyber security is just as intense virtually as it is in reality. This being considered, if in reality our endorsing of the secular lifestyle has proven to be wrong and a sin against GOD; we should not be surprised if and when the virtual world, begins to mirror our own.

I yawn at these matters mind you. As a child of GOD I find none of these issues affecting my walk with GOD; nor do I truly believe the evils promoted through the internet to be anything any real child of GOD would truly be fooled by.

My issue is the lack of communication:

A sensory has been implemented upon the internet, in which the moment you begin to give inerrant truths, you have been Censored!


That to me is the real danger of the internet. The lack of communication: The globalists insist the “Internet” is the wave of the future for all to buy and sell.


I have become the invisible voice in a world of voices~

Now if you are reading this message, Bravo!~ Does not change the fact that many can tell you they have not and there is no other cause besides an eerie silence among those that have an ability to cut off voices for 11 minutes at will!

 Do you remember what happened to President Trump a few days ago? His twitter account was disconnected for 11 minutes by an employee of the company who was immediately laid off! As the story goes, they were laid off and then pulled the plug on the President. Call it what you will, there is an encroachment upon speech that is not being talked about.

To me personally that is the greatest sin of man kind. The silencing of the internet and the ability to hear from influential voices in this country or abroad.

Another issue not commonly spoken of is our excessive reliance upon Artificial Intelligence.

There is a diagnostic system set into the hard drive of most Social media sites that assists in allowing the words of most authors to be spliced and help, “group” people together. Thus silencing individual and or Human influence into the conversation.

You may think that a 133k people are listening to you when you post something on twitter, or any other social media site, when in fact it is a spam company or Bot advertising branch, likably government supported with no other interest in your brand, besides market research. No real trade endeavors, just time wasters.

i.e. I type in the words {thief} and because the computer can not decipher context, decides to route a “Simply safe programmer,” to my site or every cut throat in town.


Makes it so every publication written is scrutinized with a fine tooth comb and ones Freedom of speech is held in question.

I am an American that has a real issue with this.




Do you believe and know what a miracle is?

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Erga, “works;” the works of Him who is “wonderful in working” ( John 5:20 John 5:36 ).

Miracles are seals of a divine mission. The sacred writers appealed to them as proofs that they were messengers of God. Our Lord also appealed to miracles as a conclusive proof of his divine mission ( John 5:20John 5:36 ; John 10:25John 10:38 ). Thus, being out of the common course of nature and beyond the power of man, they are fitted to convey the impression of the presence and power of God. Where miracles are there certainly God is. The man, therefore, who works a miracle affords thereby clear proof that he comes with the authority of God; they are his credentials that he is God’s messenger. The teacher points to these credentials, and they are a proof that he speaks with the authority of God. He boldly says, “God bears me witness, both with signs and wonders, and with divers miracles.”

The above caption is what many, when confronted with a miracle, typically say about them. My trouble is, much like any good thing, we as believers tend to think they don’t last.

When we don’t believe that God gives people the power to perform or work miracles, it could be that we don’t know what miracles are.

What is a miracle? Is it really just a good feeling that passes, or the favor of God in our lives for a specific moment and when it is over with, God is no longer in our lives?  Or are miracles really divine moments that should be marked with prayer and reverence and thanksgiving and a command of God in which he is revealing himself and expects those in the midst of the work are expected to give credence where credence is due?

We don’t believe in dreams or that GOD does not speak to us in dreams because we don’t know the difference between dreams and reality; so again I ask what is a miracle?

In my experience a miracle is the hand of God in our lives, an evident hand, it is the feeling of grace that washes over us when we survive a horrific car accident; When some one has a gun pointed at them and the machine blows up in the hands of the would be killer. Giving that person enough time to get away or defeat the one trying to kill another person.

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A miracle is when a police officer jumps out of a vehicle and Tasers a man in the face; the man does not buck at the knees, instead grabs another officer in order to send the man-maiming volts into another, while pulling the charged dart out of his face, and is not the worse for wear. A miracle is when that same officer comes to the man in his jail cell, apologizes for her behavior and asks him to take her out to dinner.

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A miracle was the kiss of memory. ~ No one told that woman to help  me. No one but God.

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No one but God told me in a dream, I would be betrayed and who would do it; how he would aid me in one hand, while seeking to keeping me imprisoned in the other. No one but God told me what to say to the men, when they asked what do we do with the betrayer. I asked the men, “What did Jesus do to Judas, the night he was betrayed?” They all responded in unison, “He did nothing and Judas took care of himself.” So we did nothing and watched as what the man, that betrayed us meant for evil, God meant for our good. We watched God work a miracle in our lives. It was this movement of miracles that made us emboldened and assured of our set paths.  Without them we would have been sure to take things in our own hands and moved beyond the will of God.

a surprising and welcome event that is not explicable by natural or scientific laws and is therefore considered to be the work of a divine agency.

These moments are always associated with people. God’s people, at least those that will give him the praise for working favor into their lives.  He does not do these things lightly either. We have come to a stage in our lives when everything is instantaneous. Even to our gratification; we glorify in it at times, when we are not walking with the Lord. We become entitled to things that we forget, he is the one that gives and the one that takes away. Even down to our money.

When we get to the point, where we recognize that it was the favor or the miracle working power of GOD that allowed our money to prosper and grow to the point of our comforts and security is cared for, never again would we ask, “What is a miracle and is God really working in our lives?”

It takes a real humble spirit to associate miracles, “The movement of the hand of God in our lives,”  with money.


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Just a thought from your Advent Voice.

This will not be televised!

I am not inclined to give my whole story out to the world. I will write a tell-all book, that I hope releases some undue stress, and educates people on what is going on in the world based upon my objective viewpoints, but to give all of my banking information, to give my address, and how to reach me etc. etc.

In this day and age, where everything you say is taken out of context, and or is re-interpreted to fit the view points of those not living your life and who wish to tell you how best to live your life minus your socio, economic, and political standing, I have found it is best that I just give the facts as I am given them and move on.

Fact: Sex-offenders are not allowed on Social Media.

They are not allowed in  schools, Business districts, public libraries, town squares, college campuses, or any real main stream markets.

(The underlining question is always after I review this fact with the masses, How would they know?)

There is a long list of “registration procedure” that is conducted after a person is released and placed under these charges.  So Everyone knows, even if they don’t know, they will know. Even the BANKS.

The banks won’t tell a man or woman this is why they are being denied. They will simply cite a person for a nine year credit penalty that does not exist anywhere else say that bank. Some one will take your money, they just can’t be a bank that has been around for the past ten years.

Now because Sex-Offenders are barred from so many avenues of free-market venture, they are going to be made to go to only so many banks and the government can easily keep tabs on there spending and what they do on a regular basis. Not just the offender mind you. The government watches everyone’s money. Especially those connected with Pay-pal.

I am inclined to believe that they even deny the Sex-Offender avenues to market online, which is the Progressive way for anyone to have an at home business or start-up firm, or as we say in laymen’s terms, make non-taxable revenue through self-made means.  If Pay-pal is linked to the government and all banks are linked to this same database, they can easily deny a person access to there company.

Would they ever admit to doing this?

Not if they want to keep people believing they are fair and an equal opportunity “Mom+Pop Shop,” creator. They will just say, “An unknown service error occurred.”

Leaving you clicking Link and Confirm, over and over again like an idiot. Making one want to create a new book, “How to make Pay-Pal work for Dummies!” I am no dummy though and I know when a computer tells me that it is unsure as to why I can not access something, it is because there is fraud on the other line. Much like when I go to the bank and they say, “We don’t know what happened to your money sir.” I know there is fraud somewhere or I am over spending. Life is meant to be cut and dry and when complications come about, it is because there is an unseen hand somewhere.

Fact: Because Sex-Offenders are not allowed on Social Media and there are 237,000 of them in the country, there is a potential market base of lay workers for several lay jobs. City work, etc. etc. Only, these jobs are subjected to 18 month cycles and HR hiring and firing, which is why there was such a demand upon people not to go to college and earn a degree but to work for themselves. If you get a degree in anything let it be Business Management, or engineering. They are not going to be your teachers, they are not going to be your lawyers, or social workers. They are going to be the guys and women working in department stores and in the fields.

There is always an anomaly though. That one that will find a whole in the system. My question is, “Would companies really discriminate against a person, because he or she did there time and are only looking to get paid from there fruits of there labors?”